I really don’t understand why I worry so much. I’m not sure what I’m stressing over. I don’t get what I’m afraid of. God knows what He wants me to do.
As I pray for God to open doors sometimes I realize that I pray that He will only send me where I really want to go. It’s like praying to be a light in a dark world but only wanting to be in well lit areas. That’s really not the same as giving Him free reign in my life.
When I pray that God will lead me, it really shouldn’t be that tiny “what if” in me. What if I don’t want to go there? What if I don’t want to move? What if it’s not my dream? All those what ifs are truly irrelevant.
The only thing that should ever be in my heart and mind is what God wants. My life should be filled with faith in God. Is God going to steer me wrong? Think about it. God only wants to lead me to where He wants me to go. And where He is, is where He wants me to be.